Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Well, I am home! It is amazing to be with family, my own bed, my own schedule, it's great! HOWEVER, I don't feel like ME. This doesn't really feel like my house and I'm feeling very lost inside. My sweet family has been there with me through the panick attacks, melt downs and complete fatigue! I keep wondering when I'll feel like me again, and sadly from what I've heard, it may take months. To all my friends, don't give up on me, I'm still in here somewhere! :)
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Janette, I am so sorry you're feeling that way. I have no clue what you're going through and can't imagine it. But keep opening up to us all. It will hopefully help you. You're amazing. Soon this will be a faded memory and a battle you beat and made you stronger. I love you guys!!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry you are feeling that way. Totally understandable. I hope you get back to being you really soon. We love you just the way you are. Call me if you need to talk.
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Oh sweet girl I am so sorry! I will never say that I know exactly how you feel. But I do know how it feels to come home to little ones after a very long time in the hospital and a traumatizing experience. The problem I remember best was that I had to get back into the habit of taking care of my little boy. Sometimes I would literally forget that he was in my care because other people had been caring for his every need for so long. That happened once I recovered enough to even be alone with him. It may feel like the struggle is never ending but I pray that you will feel Him with you always. You are still you but you have a new story to tell and a new view on how real and hard life can be sometimes. It will take time to feel whole again. But it will come. I promise!! We love you and pray for you always!
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