More bad news

Since I am apparently blogger stupid I had to post the pictures in a separate post than my update! If anyone could teach me how to work this thing better, I would appreciate it!
Anyways, We had those pictures taken just before the storms hit. First, Conners front tooth fell out the very next morning! (whew, good timing) Second, Obama won.........Third, my Leukemia is back.
That was not something that I expected at all. I found myself relating to my 6 years old sons wisdom today. He used his piggy bank money to order a toy from amazon. I warned him that it would take a few days to come. It had now been 5 days, and no package. When we came home to no package again today Conner said "why hasn't it come?! I think I've learned patience by now!"
Me too Conner. Me too.
After spending a YEAR receiving enough chemo that it should have killed me (and almost did a few times) and THREE bone marrow transplants, how could it still be here!!!!
But of course, my good doctor has a plan. As of today I will be taking no immune suppressants. He is hoping to induce graft vs host, therefore inducing graft vs leukemia. We are just hoping the graft vs host isn't bad enough to land me in the hospital. If after 1 week I'm doing ok then they will give me medicine to boost my immune system. Then a few days after that they will give me a rein-fusion of my donors cells (apparently they froze some just in case this happened). So basically, because chemo is apparently not doing the job, they are hoping that if they make my new immune system really awesome then it will kill the cancer. Which is really the whole point of a bone marrow transplant anyway. My doctor said that this is a fairly new treatment plan, but so far it has shown pretty good results. So we are trying to stay optimistic. I am not leaving this earth without a darn good fight.