Chemo Brain

I really hate what chemo has done to my brain. I used to be very organized, loved to plan, and remembered everything. Now I have a hard time remembering what I did last week, and I have no desire to plan ahead. Today we were emptying out some boxes from my hospital room and as we came across books/magazines/and other gifts, I had no idea where they came from. My mom would say "remember that so and so visited and brought you this". It may as well happened to another person because I have no memory of it! Now, if your reading this and you came to visit me please don't think you efforts were wasted! I know that at the time I was grateful to have people come see me.
Then my family began telling me about things that I said or did when I was hallucinating. I don't remember any of it! I wish they would have recorded me. We could have won America's funniest video! I really hope that over time I get my brain back. I miss being me!